I AM The White Goddess
There's not much going on, really. There's all the stuff with Sweetness and people at work, but I'm trying my hardest to forget about the whole thing. Of course, Sweetness, Benita, and I all laugh about it now. Plus, Sweetness calls me her "White Goddess" now. It all started because her daughter tried to whisper to her "Mom, she's white". We laughed so hard. It didn't offend me or anything, at a surprise to a lot of people. It's cute. The girl is only like 6 or 7 and she's hispanic and black. She doesn't see a lot of White people, and I'm as white as they come by appearance. Of course, Benita says that I'm Mexican, I just don't know it yet. It's awesome. I'm trying to learn spanish, too. It's not going great, but I'm trying. So, the "white goddess" thing has to do with her daughter calling me white, and the fact that all the guys at work say we slept together the other night and I took advantage of her. Bleh. Of course, I like the name. Still some weird stuff going on with Tigger. I don't think he knows why he's talking to me and hugging me again. I asked him and he said, "Because I'm not a complete ass hole". I'm not sure what to think about it. Does he just want to talk to me because of a New Years thing? Or maybe just to get in bed? Or does he really want to be friends? All these questions and more should be answered in the next few weeks. For now, oh well. It'll be hard to trust him again. It definately won't be the same. But, I think that's all I have to say for now. It's a slow time for my diary. I'm going to find a new image hoster, because Village Photos seems to be sucking right about now. If you have a good site to host my images, let me know, please. Well, bye bye. Hai 'Buffy' Quote of the Day: "I just don't want to deal with this right now. I'm taking a holiday from dealing, happily vacationing in the land of not coping."~Buffy 'Misc' Quote of the Day: "If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is a part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us."~Hermann Hesse |
Written on 2004-01-02 @ 6:21 p.m. |