I'll Tell You What I Want
Well, I'm kinda in a bad mood. I think I'm just kinda stressed out or something. Actually, I think it's more of physical stress. I worked in the foods department last night and my body is killing me, especially my right arm and shoulder. I think mostly from having so much weight on it. I'll be alright, I guess. And, I've been thinking (I know it's hard to believe). About a girlfriend. Everyone has a picture of their ideal girlfriend/boyfriend. I'm not just talking about looks, but about their personality, what they would like, etc. I just want a girl I can lay down and watch Buffy with. I mean episodes and episodes. Until we get tired of it. Then we'll go hang out at the mall together. Maybe see a movie or something. If we didn't want to do that, we'd go to the beach or something. I just want someone I can be with and feel comfortable with. I don't want to have to watch what I say or do. So many people are secretive, and I'm just not like that. I've told everyone everything about me since a long time ago. Everything goes much smoother that way. If you tell everyone everything, they can't get the story wrong. Makes sense to me. Alright, on to other stuff. I'm suppost to go pick up Sweetness tonight before work. Benita was out of town for her days off, and we don't know if she'll be back in enough time to pick her up. Oh, and now we have Dee back at work. Dee is one of the girls I worked with when I first started at walmart. After about 3 months of being there, she went to toys. I never really talked to her until about now. Mostly because she's good friends with Sweetness. She's soooooooo funny. It's amazing I'm actually having fun with people. It's not overly loud, or annoying or anything. It's fun and I laugh because it's actually funny. I don't have to pretend to laugh. It feels good. I do still want to get another job though. Maybe someday. Well, I'm gonna head off to take a shower. I'll probably read some diaries in the morning, because i don't work tomorrow night. Take Care. Hai 'Buffy' Quote of the Day: "God! What is your childhood trauma?!"~Cordy 'Misc' Quote of the Day: "I would challenge our society as a whole to move beyond the 'why' and focus on the fact that GAY people 'are'."~Richard Tyler |
Written on 2004-01-04 @ 8:12 p.m. |