HAPPY NEW YEAR to you too.
I would have updated more, but the power cord to my computer is going out and it's hard to get it to work. Of course, my sister got it to work today for a bit, so here I am, with some important stuff to talk about. As you probably know, it's now 2004. I thought work was gonna be alright. I mean, Sweetness and I went over to a friends before work, and showed up to work right on time. So, we got 3 trucks, and I ended up getting to do the department by myself. First break comes along and Sweetness tells me to get in my car, where everyone had stashed all the alcohol. I dunno why they put it in my car, but oh well. So, it's Me, Sweetness, Speaka, and Benita all in my car. I'm not really a big drinker anymore, but Sweetness insisted that I take a shot of something they had. Then I drank some Captain Morgan from my friend Michael, who I use to work close with, but not anymore. So, we're all drinking and having a good time. Sweetness told me she couldn't walk and that she wanted to go to the restroom. I took her to the bathroom, a little hesitant. I knew if people knew we went to the restroom together and stayed in there for a while people would be thinking some stupid shit. But, I figure it would be better for me to go with her and make sure she didn't hurt herself. It's not like I had alterior motives. I wasn't going to make a move on her, I wasn't going to force myself on her, I wasn't even thinking about it. I mean, she was throwing up for godsake. A lot of people eventually went in the bathroom to check on her/us. And the support manager came in, who's friends with Sweetness, and told me to head off back to work. So I did. Well, the rest of the night, Sweetness slept in my car, well, until 4am. When she came back to work, people were saying how I took advantage of her because she was drunk. They were looking for us in garden (which is where people have previously had sex while at work). It's fucked up. Just because I'm a lesbian and I was helping out my friend they think I'm going to make a move on her. I admit, I like the girl, but I'm just not that person. It's just stupid that people would think such a thing. I think of myself as one of the nicest and most respectful people around. After hearing these rumors, I wanted to bash someone's face in. I'm so tired of being talked about. I have not slept with anyone at work, and I don't really plan on it. It's hard to even consider being good friends with someone at work, much less having a relationship anymore. In other words, I'm taking applications for girlfriends. I need a girlfriend, and I'm far from joking. So, any girls in the Southern Cali area, here I am. I'm not the most beautiful person in the world, but I think I'm pretty cool. I dunno, I'm weird. There's a few things about Tigger I want to talk about, but I'm not sure what to think yet. I'll save that for another entry, when I actually know what's going on. Well, ta. Hai 'Buffy' Quote of the Day: "What? Like I'm one of those losers who can't make friends outside her tight little circle? No. I'm friendly. We bonded instantly. Peas in a pod. Bonded peas."~Spike 'Misc' Quote of the Day: "Don't rush me, I get paid by the hour." |
Written on 2004-01-01 @ 7:32 p.m. |