Yeah, I'm In a Bad Mood
Well, it's official, my grandmother's surgery is tomorrow at like 2 pm or something around there. It's stupid. I mean, I know it's to save her life, but I'm not sure if I like it happening now. The surgery could kill her, and like 2 days before her birthday? Come on. My past few Birthday's havn't been that great, and I really wanted this one to be good. I wanted to be all happy and 20, ya know. Now, I'll be worrying about my grandmother, and I know she wont be having a 'happy birthday' because of all this. She scared, I'm scared, and I'm sure other people are. I'm just going to drink on Saturday night. I'm going to call in sick to work and drink all night with Sweetness, Dee, and Benita (if Benita comes). Oh, it's Dee's birthday too. As for those who doesn't know Dee. Dee is this really cool girl that use to work overnights with all us overnighters, but she went to days then went on leave for some personal problems. Now she's back, and we're all pretty good friends. It's cool, and our birthday of drinking should be good. I just hope I dont end up drinking toooooooo much. Still, I need to forget a lot of stuff right about now. But, other than that, everything is okay. Besides my mother just finding stupid shit to yell at me about. It's like, since that day she tried to boot Kayla out, she's been on a rampage. She yelled at me about not having my insurance card in my wallet. I do believe I pay for my own insurance, take care of it, go when I'm sick by myself...I think I can take care of it. I dont need my madre telling me how to live. I mean, I'm 20, far from being old and the whole 'learn from life' stuff, but geez. Can someone just tell me how I can get that sitcom life? I want everything to be like in that show Reba. Yeah, Reba. Everyone happy most of the time with a guy that has no clue about anything to laugh at. Or, it could be like 'Tru Calling'. See, relive a day or so. Fix what I did wrong in those days. It would work for me. Eh...I'm over it. Ta. Hai 'Buffy' Quote of the Day: "You gotta give me something to do. There's no way I'm sleeping. Don't you need anyone dead? Or maimed? I can settle for maimed."~Faith |
Written on 2004-01-14 @ 7:30 p.m. |