Well, work is getting better. I finally thought about everything that has been going on the past few days, and, although I may want to keep people as friends, it's not worth it. The thing being, would a friend really hold your friendship over your head over something they're not going to get over anyway? They should either trust you, or tell you they would prefer not to be friends or hang with you anymore. Not just ask you, "Have you figured it out yet?" My response to that question was, "Nope. I obviously don't, and if you're not going to tell me, I don't give a fuck. I...Don't...Care." And I keep working.

I know it's kind of childish to play the "I don't care" card, but it had to be done. I even talked to Sweetness and Enita (other girl we have lunch with) about the whole thing. I even said that I'd like to take 2 weeks off work around January or February, so I can spend some time with my old high school friends and other people out there. Have a little teenage fun, rather than adult kinda stuff. It's hard with all my friends being way older than me out here. I need to act like a kid for a bit. You know, go clubbing, check out girls, drink a bit, and other stuff. I don't just want to work all the time. Frankely, I need more friends out here, outside of work.

Other than that, life's seriously getting better. I laughed and had a good time with Sweetness. She worked on her night off, again. This time, she was in my department. I even worked like 40 minutes over-time, which is good for me as well. It felt good to actually have a great time again. Not talking about anything serious, just laughing and joking. For those of you who've read my private diary. I want all of what happened previously, to happen again. I just don't know if she wants that. I do know if I want to ask her about that right now. Really, I'd be less nervous this time. It would be better. HAHA.

I got my cell phone bill, and I just don't understand it. How can I be over my minutes when my phone has been broken for like 3 weeks, and I've had no phone, except when I switch my memory card in my mom's phone? It just doesn't make sense. I'll call the company on Monday. I may have to resport to stopping the service and going to someone else. God, if I have to do that, it'll suck. But, what must be done, must be done. I'll let you know about that later.

Well, I'm going to bed now. Catch ya later.

Hai

Quote of the Day: "Just relax... And take your pants off."~Faith (BtVS)

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